Cover of Artforum gorgeous girls!
I’m sitting in an airplane coming back form celebrating a good friend’s wedding with some great friends in beautiful Tulum, Mexico and in my bag? The cover of Artforum. I have been carrying the cover of Artforum with me and been reflecting how cool it is for her year in friendship to be on the cover of Artforum given that friends are so so important. They are more important than being on the cover of Artforum but we live in a both universe!
To match my cover of Artforum I am wearing a two piece grey get-up today, a fila jumper and cashmere bell pants. I wanted to share some daily cover of Artforum goodness with you.
Sometimes we find it really hard to detach from our desires. Sometimes I find it really hard to detach from my desire to be on the cover of Artforum. It’s like I want to be on the cover of Artforum now! I want to be on the cover of Artforum yesterday even! I start to get impatient to be on the cover of Artforum and feel like I will never get there.
It’s like we want them now, yesterday even. The constant disappointment of not meeting my expectations makes me even more annoyed and pressed to reach my goal of being on the cover of Artforum. To be on the cover of Artforum is one of my goals. This starts a savage cycle of worrying and feeling anxious all the time – and then I very well know that I need to release my grasp on your manifestation for being on the cover of Artforum to come true. I know but it is hard! I realise I am doing the exact opposite of trusting the universe to put me on the cover of Artforum so I obsess over trying to release the how. I don’t feel like I truly can because you’re so tangled up in wanting to be on the cover of Artforum now! BEING ON THE COVER OF ARTFORUM NEEDS TO HAPPEN NOW!!!!
Have you ever felt this way before?! I have felt this way about being on the cover of Artforum. Have I ever felt like I cannot escape this feeling of not being on the cover of Artforum? I have most had this feeling when I lost what I wanted or got really close to getting what I wanted. I thought I had it in the bag but something wasn’t right and it was a dead end but it is hard to trust the universe when it feels like a lose from your own hands. It fees like a loss of Money a day.
I feel like I am stuck like this forever and like the situation where I am not on the cover of Artforum will never change. It’s difficult to find the balance between determination and perseverance, yet releasing the neediness of the desire to be on the cover of Artforum. I go from action to action, yet feeling like I need to do more.
Here’s the bottom line: My energy is what does the most to manifest being on the cover of Artforum . Once I have done all the aligned action, there reaches a point where any more won’t make much change. The key is for us to SHIFT my energy. This is why I love right now. I feel like the work is for me to do and this is the only control that matters.